Special Lyrics – SZA
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Special Lyrics
[Verse 1: SZA]
I wish I was that girl from that Gucci store
She never wore any makeup and she owns couture
I got p!mples where my beauty marks should be
I got dry skin on my elbows and knees
I never liked her, wanted to be like her
Hate how you look at her 'cause you never saw me
Like I was an art piece, like I was an ordinary girl
[Chorus: SZA]
I wish I was special
I gave all my special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I used to be special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed me
I hate that you made me
Just like you
Just like you
[Verse 2: SZA]
I wanted to be thick, now I wanna be thin
Heard Pilates is in, bash your windows out
You gone hear my mouth, you could kick me out
You say I'm too wild, you gone hate me now
Boy, you got me f**ked up, now I'm getting f**ked up
Thinking 'bout us f**king, why you'd have to f**k her?
I don't wanna see you, why'd you have to treat me
Like I was an ordinary girl?
[Chorus: SZA]
I wish I was special
I gave all my special
Away to a loser
Now I'm just a loser
I used to be special
But you made me hate me
Regret that I changed me
I hate that you made me
Just like you
Just like you
[Outro: SZA]
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
(Just like you)
Facts & Meaning Explained
"Special" by SZA explore themes of self-perception, insecurity, and the impact of external influences on one's identity. The narrator expresses a desire to be someone else, someone perceived as special and perfect. The song delves into the internal struggle of comparing oneself to societal standards of beauty and desirability, and the consequences of giving away one's uniqueness to conform to these ideals. It reflects on the emotional toll of trying to fit in and the regret that comes with losing one's authentic self.
[Verse 1]
In the first verse, SZA describes a girl she wishes she could be, someone associated with luxury and elegance. The girl from the Gucci store is portrayed as effortlessly beautiful, devoid of makeup, and in possession of couture fashion. In contrast, the narrator reveals her own insecurities, referencing pimples and dry skin. The resentment towards the other girl stems from the perception that she is seen as an art piece while the narrator feels overlooked and deemed ordinary.
[Chorus]
The chorus encapsulates the central theme of the song. SZA expresses a longing to be special, lamenting that she gave away her uniqueness to someone unworthy ("a loser"). The repetition of the word "loser" emphasizes a sense of regret and the feeling of having lost something valuable. The lyrics convey the emotional aftermath of investing in a relationship that diminishes one's self-worth, resulting in a transformation into someone unrecognizable.
[Verse 2]
The second verse reflects the narrator's evolving desires regarding her physical appearance. There is a shift from wanting to be "thick" to aspiring to be thin, reflecting societal trends and beauty standards. The mention of Pilates and the reference to destructive behavior like breaking windows suggest a rebellion against societal expectations. The verse portrays a struggle with identity and a defiance against being judged and criticized for being true to oneself.
[Chorus]
The chorus is repeated, reinforcing the yearning for uniqueness and the regret of conforming to external expectations. The narrator acknowledges the negative impact of allowing someone else to influence and change her, resulting in self-hatred and a sense of being just like the person who caused this transformation.
[Outro]
The outro reiterates the idea of becoming someone else, emphasizing the repetition of the phrase "Just like you." This suggests a final acceptance of the transformation, though it is accompanied by a sense of dissatisfaction and perhaps a recognition of the negative traits inherited from the person who influenced the change. The repetition in the outro serves as a poignant conclusion to the song, emphasizing the lasting impact of external influences on the narrator's identity.
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Cast & Crew
- Album
- SOS (2022)
- Artist / Band
- Producer(s)
- benny blanco, Shellback, Omer Fedi & Blake Slatkin
- Writter(s)
- SZA, benny blanco, Shellback, Rob Bisel, Blake Slatkin & Omer Fedi
- Released On
- December 9, 2022
SOS Tracklist
- 1.Blind
- 2.Conceited
- 3.F2F
- 4.Far
- 5.Forgiveless ft. Ol’ Dirty Bastard
- 6.Ghost In The Machine ft. Phoebe Bridgers
- 7.Gone Girl
- 8.Good Days ft. Jacob Collier
- 9.I Hate U
- 10.Kill Bill
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FAQs & Knowledge
Who is the singer of "Special" song?
"Special" song is sung by SZA.
Who is the lyrics writer of "Special" song?
"Special" song lyrics written by SZA, benny blanco, Shellback, Rob Bisel, Blake Slatkin & Omer Fedi.
Who is the music producer of "Special" song?
"Special" song music composed & produced by benny blanco, Shellback, Omer Fedi & Blake Slatkin.
When was "Special" song released?
"Special" song was released on December 9, 2022.